My Everything

“You’re my everything and my only one .”

Whenever he told me that sentence . I wonder . So , it means that I’m not his last or his first .My mind starting to feel uneasy .

“You have everything that make me feel complete.”

So , it means that he love my physically looks more than who am I . Why ? He always tell that I’m pretty . He prefer to use pretty than kind .


I always think negative about him but i do love him . Day by day , it’s getting worse even he always repeat the ‘I Love you ‘ , ‘I miss you ‘ or even he called me as honey .

and something had happened .

I lost a man that actually give his whole life for me even he deserve to have a lady that much prettier or perfect than me . You got this , my heart . But , yeah , it’s to late . I am very regret with my final answer . I love you . Forever . Eternity . Infinity . My man .

May God bless you . Always .


A Lie to Be Told

I have a friend that always spend her time with me . She has been such a great friend with me . Yeah , of course we are very close that we shared all of our stories and secrets with each othersĀ  .

She used to be very close with a guy that is our senior (just a year gap between us) . He also used to contact and smiled to my friend whenever they met . Yeah , as a girl , i could simply conclude that she did admired and liked him . She got a bar of Dairy milk chocolate . (it was her fav chocolate) . she jumped happily and told me.

Once again , i detected that she liked him .

I have such a bad instinct with that guy . But , yeah . I am so grateful and happy to see her smiling and be very happy every single day .

Time left us . She is getting closer and more to like him .(it was very obviously can be seen) . I am very worry about her .

Suddenly , one night , she send me a Whatsapp message . She wanted to tell me something and it was being followed with a sad emoji .I thought that it will a conversation between her and me about that guy .

Actually , he already coupled with a girl ( that is close with me) . They having such a secret relationship . And he said that my friend were very in love with him . I was very angry . Yeah , you can’t say something that make the others felt uneasy to hear . He also say that he never keep or having a feeling to her . IT WAS VERY MEAN !

I told her , not to believe or talk to him again . She cried and felt ashame of that situation . It was completely a lie that need to be told at first . not at the end . it will affect the others .